thursday a week ago i was still in sweden. and today i probably would have drifted away into space if there wasn’t any gravitation to keep me down. i can’t seem to focus on anything and i keep jumping between different thoughts and different actions, without ever finishing the one before. i am a little bit tired of my own company, someone would like to swap?
in between i read a little bit on this very inspiring blog in hope to find some zen somewhere.
these pictures where taken around 9.30 pm. the light is simply mesmerizing in sweden right now.
i love to walk on those vast, open fields. it is similar to being next to the ocean, makes me feel small in a very good way.
bombastic! wouldn’t know how else to describe it. i felt a little bit like the little duckling next to all the swans, but even ducks know how to have a good time. especially when there is champagne and candy floss involved.
i am going to london for a wedding. for the first time in 10 (!) years i will be wearing a bra. and a pair of semi high heels. wow! wish me luck!
yesterday morning we woke up around 3.15 to watch the sun rise, my father and i. i haven’t experienced the swedish pre-midsummer nights in a long time. oh gorgeous!
i am amazed of how life is so very different and still the same all over the world. that is perhaps a contradiction, but a contradiction which is somewhat true.
i can’t post pictures for some unknown, strange reason. it annoys me slightly.
love and thoughts.
yesterday i took my compost with me when i went to the bank and today i am traveling with my sourdough to sweden. nothing odd about that, right?
i ate five scoops of ice cream today. coconut/almonds, figs/walnuts, caramel cookies, cheesecake and pistachio. (i convinced myself that a ridiculous amount of sugar will do good for my cold)
five! beat that if you can!
the baby above should be coming any day now. we are all so curious to see who is inside.
apropos this baby-boom which is ravaging, i keep getting cold feet *as you say in swedish, what’s the english expression?* just thinking about it, commitment phobic as i am…
you mothers are brave!
i have puffy eyes, perhaps because i cry too much and sleep too little but it doesn’t really matter since so many of you made me happy today. i love you all so very much it seems my heart is bursting a little bit from all this love.
furry friends are on the top of my list of favorite things. bones has been such a good mate this past few days. waiting patiently in the studio while i was rehearsing. cuddling and playing on free hours. but most of the time he is sleeping and looking at his twitching movements, it seems he is dreaming just as intensively as i do.
wish you a happy june. frisk sweet and firm. (like they write on the dutch apples)
