the week continues. i sent an email saying yes to more work, and wondering if i did the right thing. it took a long time before i managed to push the ‘send’ button. my ultra sensitive mood from last weekend has stayed with me. i will give it one to one and a half month of trial. and then i will revaluate my situation. in the meantime, i am trying to find a room in tel aviv. i am sewing pillow cases for my sisters, delayed birthday gifts. and i am baking cakes.
i went to see avatar this week. timely enough,we are experiencing our own little avatar, right here were i live. to expand the kibbutz and to build new houses, they are cutting down trees from this beautiful, untouched forest. it rhymes very bad with the idea of being an ecological kibbutz, even though the trees are supposed to be replanted somewhere else. everyone is walking around in an emotional mine field, carrying their different emotions and opinions about what is going on.i went out to the forest yesterday, to see the destruction and i had to cry again.
well, i am not posting the most cheerful posts this week. however, i do try to keep my whiskers up, and hopefully so do you!