a night through the clouds. landing on snow. with thin summer sneakers and a tweed jacket. a bag lost somewhere on the way. again. the sun takes ages to rise. rice-porridge for breakfast. sprinkle some cinnamon on top. familiar smells. hyacinths. electric and real candles. snow. more snow. flakes flowing in the air. most lovely family. walking for 10 km and only meeting one car. wearing layers. a friend knitted my hat. playing in the dolls house. going to bed in my old room. like a sleepover party on the floor. ironed sheets. very sleepy. oh bliss. sweet dreams.