today at work i had to stop myself a few times, just to take deep breathes and to make sure i wouldn't have a tantrum.
i managed without. almost. but all that suppressing of energy left me completely drained.
now i locked my door, to dwell in blogs and coffee drinking until i feel more cheerful.
another treat on this shitty day was that the package from my sweet sophia arrived, which we thought was lost. thank you love!