i have about a week left before leaving this place for a while. looking forward to some fresh air…and a good rest. even though i have the feeling i might not rest that much.
the past few days, i finally got a corner for myself in the city. after all these months of jumping from one bed to the other. it is a little bit weird in a nice way. i have nothing there, except a bed and a few small things. i like this emptiness for now. it is as if i can see clearer like this. the only thing i miss is a green plant. that will be taken care of today.
last night i spoke to one of my closest friends from back then.we have a hard time to combine our busy schedules to make phone appointments. but yesterday, i found the perfect time, the perfect phone booth, and she answered. so good to talk to someone that knows you extremely well. such a bliss to have people who feel similar like yourself at times. when you think no one else does… she reminded me of this text i once read when i was a teenager. some wise words for in the morning!