it is a long time we are here already. i am loosing track of days and time. but one two three four five more days and then vacation. i dream so much during the night that i feel exhausted when i wake up. holland lost last night. i had a little bet with myself, if they would win, i was allowed to something i wanted to do, and if they’d loose, i wasn’t allowed. so i didn’t do it. what i wanted to do. funny ways of making decisions. if you don’t have a dice at hand.