life.i just had some hard news. i thought my physical condition would kick me in bed, throat ache and slightly feverish,but now i am awake, with a pounding heart and lots of adrenalin. and i wish i had a time-machine so that i could jump over and support loved ones. now i can’t and i don’t really know what to do with myself. so i drink the 23rd cup of tea this day. and send my thoughts out into space.